Wedding inspo

a friend from work got married on saturday. As we work in a florist we have been talking about her wedding for what seems like forever and so this week, actually prepping for it and then doing it, has been the best fun!!

Its the biggest scale wedding production i’ve seen us do in my six years of the job. Naturally we all chipped in and worked hard but our boss did the most amazing job on it and the bride herself worked so hard! The outcome was beautiful! Honestly the most beautifully decorated and uniquley styled wedding and reception I have seen. The whole day was over run with flowers and floral arrangements and the whole thing suited the bride down to a tee! 

It was like a proper hippy wedding and was so chilled and so filled with love and laughter! Here’s a few of my fave pics from the day! 


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The Effort of Not Wearing Makeup

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article-1041224-0228AC4600000578-286_634x942 Makeup brushes are the worst. So. Much. Work.

Earlier this year I was diagnosed with a skin condition called melasma and an eye disorder called ocular rosacea. What this amounts to is having brown patches of skin, and red bloodshot eyes. It’s fair to say that 2015 has not been a great year for my face.

The melasma has meant I’ve had to coat myself in serums and sunscreen everyday, leading to vampirically pale skin. The rosacea has also meant I’ve had to stop wearing makeup altogether. Of course I can still wear lipstick, but not if I want to kiss my girlfriend often, which I do (this is another femme dilemma for another time). I’ve gone from someone who used to wear smokey eyes at breakfast, to a blankly pale-faced person.

The whole thing has been quite unsettling. But it’s also taught me a few lessons about my relationship to beauty…

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Jurassic World

This is a tad late and I meant to right it ages ago but kept forgetting to! So… I went to see Jurassic World in the cinema a few days after it’s release and to be honest I was beyond excited.

I love the first film a lot, (the next two slightly less) but none the less I was really desperate to see the new one! Quite often when a film is picked up again the new one can be badly recieved, but as this film was a follow on from the origional series, time lines considered, it worked very well!

I really like that the film recognises the old franchise that took place, (note the use of Jeff Goldblums characters book).

The effects in the film are second to none and the dinosaurs are exceptional, some even slightly terrifying. The actors all do a fantastic job and I honestly would recommend the film! Action, romance, effects and nostalgia! All good qualities to look for!! Also Chris Pratt is reason enough to watch ;)

a very bad blogger.

I’ve been very bad at blogging and so I apologise.  It’s been a great summer so far and busy too! I’ve been to DisneyLand Paris, stayed up in Portrush a couple of times with friends and done plenty of partying and living it up with the gals!

Being sick

So, in September 2012, when I was Upper sixth, I went on a trip to Liverpool and fell ill on the second day.  I still don’t understand what exactly happened but, we were waiting in the dinner queue and I felt like I was going to faint so I headed back to the flat and got some toast and was looked after.  The next day I felt like I’d woken up from a migraine but yet I’d had no pain at all. I felt horribly nauseas and dizzy for the next few days and the same when I returned home to Belfast.  So I went to the doctor and they couldn’t work it out.  So I continued being dizzy constantly and then the migraines started.  Every single day for months I had a searing headache and was so dizzy I could barely walk around school and did have to stay in bed on occasion.  Sometimes having to spend three or four days in bed before I could actually get up.

In around March 2012, I finally began a course of tablets which seemed to work, I’d tried a few but nothing was easing the pain or dizziness. The tablets I was put on worked for a while and then the dosage was upped, then upped again after another few weeks.  A couple of months later I still had a headache so I was started on another tablet to decrease the headaches caused by the first tablets.  I was still getting headaches, although less frequent they were still there and still causing a major discomfort, so in November 2013 I got a brain scan, after many appointments and a lot of waiting. It showed nothing.  So again I still had no answer as to what was causing the pain.  I had new glasses and extra tablets for use in the event of a ‘migraine attack’.

Eventually, sometime last year I was diagnosed with chronic migraines, which many people may think is just a lousy headache sometimes but it’s honestly not,  ‘The International Headache Society defines chronic migraine as more than fifteen headache days per month over a three month period of which more than eight are migrainous, in the absence of medication over use’.  Doesn’t sound great does it.  I’m not going bore anyone with too much medical talk but if you wish to understand the condition better this is a good link to use.

But as the medication alone did not comfortably remove all of the migraine or headache pain I was having I had to seek other forms of relief.  I got an allergy test done which told me that eating gluten and potatoes among other foods, could be causing the pain.  So I tried going totally gluten free, but was miserable.  Completely distraught at the lack of nutrition and taste, although this is because I hate cooking and have a lot of fruits and vegetables that I was supposed to avoid so I was buying the gluten free supplements instead of cooking nutritious food without gluten, so kudos to all the celiacs out there who actually do it!

I did this for a while, then gradually introduced ‘normal foods’ back into my diet, bad idea because I saw what I was doing, although I still was mostly gluten free I couldn’t stick to it that well.  I have recently abandoned the whole thing because all of the gf food is too calorific and is causing me  to gain much more weight than I should be, so I’m trying to just eat healthier and less high gluten foods than I would have before, having had bagels, cous cous and pasta as my main diet for a long time.  So I have been mostly migraine free for a few months, only suffering from two or three a month, which is pretty good, but as I’m now going to change my diet back I’m scared I’ll be back in bed a lot, but I shall wait and see!

Just needed to get this all off my chest and hopefully help people see that chronic migraines are a real problem and help some people to realise that it is a medical condition.  This was a wordy post, apologies.

Just a ramble

okay so I normally hate these types of posts and this is the opposite of a normal transformation post.  Instead of a weight loss post this is more of a weight gain post.  Now I’ve never had an eating disorder or anything like that but, a couple of years ago I developed a bit of an illness which I will probably ramble about next as i seem to be in the mood! The photo that is attached is important because the one on the right was me last October when I seemed to suddenly loose a lot of weight.  I was never that large to be fair, always between a 10 and 12, but suddenly I was finding myself closer to a 6 or an 8.  At the time, I honestly didn’t think I looked that different, but a friend pointed out to me earlier that I was almost dangerously thin.  It could have been a change in medication or stress of moving from home and starting uni that caused it, I’m not sure, but whatever it was, I didn’t understand why people were so concerned.  Now I’m back closer to my normal weight, I do think I’m a little too heavy right now, but I am definitely much healthier than I was in the older picture!  I think it’s important that you listen to people around you and you talk to you friends if you notice them loosing weight rapidly just in case, although I was not ill in an eating disorder sense, it’s still good to know I had people looking out for me. It’s also important to see that skinny isn’t always beautiful, and I was quite unhappy with how I looked, I’d lost my curves, so just keep an eye and learn to love you! :)

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